Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Self Love: My journey.



When thinking about what I wanted to name my blog, I decided that it should be short, easy to remember, and straight to the point and from there I coined Paris loves Paris. It means more than one thing actually.  My real name is Paris and I am on a quest to find out who I truly am while at the same time learning how to love ME.  But I am also always dreaming of the day that I visit Paris, France, I am in love with the idea.  It's funny because my mom actually named me Paris because one of her greatest desires was to visit there one day, she has yet to do it.  My middle name Jontae is french as well, she got it off of a perfume bottle of all places lol. I think it is my destiny to go.

I just feel like there is so much more to this life we live and learning about myself and my purpose is very important to me.  I believe that wisdom is very important so I am constantly learning.  There is so much I want to do; I want to fall deeply in love with someone who loves me the same unconditionally, I want two children and a beautiful but small intimate marriage, I also strive to be an independent woman with my own career making things happen, I want to be a millionaire, and I also want to see the world visiting many different countries.  I feel that I can have it all and I know I will.

I am young and I realize we all have our struggles we're human but I am learning to always put myself first because if I'm not happy I can't make anyone else happy, I am also learning that I have to be my own bestfriend.  I know that as a woman I carry more power than I know, and I do not want to depend on a man for nothing (I have a lot of pride)! I am just one person trying to find myself in this world, and learning what it means and how important it is to love self first.