My last post was about mistakes, I think it's best that I continue where I left off. How many times do you continue on with something that you know isn't right? That's a question I have been asking myself continuously. Does love outweigh logic? I guess sometimes it does. I believe that God will continue to give you lessons to see if you are ready for the next big thing in your life and if you haven't completed the first lesson or learned anything about the lesson he has given you then it be will repeated over and over until you get it right but the outcome of not learning that lesson or learning from the mistake will get worse and worse. It's like when you were in school, if you didn't pay attention or pass your tests, or study you fail and get put back into the same grade. In my case that's what it's like, I kept making the same mistake over and over as if the results were gonna get better, they got worse. I believe that we all want to be loved, we all want someone to believe in us, to push you and motivate you when you are down, and that's really all I ever wanted, but some people don't have it in them. We live in a world where it's every man and for themselves even the one's you love and cherish will betray you. Now of course I'm not perfect but I am very much a loyal person, and when I am for you I am all for you, however, I now understand that when it's time to let go of a situation and it isn't good for you then you gotta walk away without looking back. It gets easier by the day I suppose and I'm learning, this is seven years worth of shit built up and it has all exploded before my eyes. Change is good, growing up and opening your eyes to reality is even better.
-Maya Angelo
